Mixed feelings

Ive been falling asleep through the alarm to get Curtis up for work a few times now, im pretty tired lol but i know its the joys that come with Ian.. Its not even him its just busy work and house work and Curtis time and all that.. so he decided to take me on a date tonight... Way excited since i havent really been able to go to bed with him since Ian was born its always something and by the time i get to go he is sound asleep :) He is goign to Grandma and Papas house but im not sure i will be able to handle it thank goodness this wont happen very often cause im already missing him and he is on my lap I love my TWO men