Adult Momma ?!= July

Ive been getting teased since I finally turned twenty one and became an "adult" but being a mom it seems it shouldnt matter right?! I thought so too. My birthday was on a weekday so Ian and I didnt have any plans. Curts family took me to lunch it was delicious 7-11 and opened gifts. They must know me well.. I got clothing gift certificates {thanks guys} Then Curt got home and he knocked {weird} he always walks in. He had roses in his hand and carrot cake {weird pick you say?! its both our favorite and our wedding cake lol} He had such great cards from Ian and one from him. He is such a great hubby and daddy i just love him to pieces. We had a nice dinner and that was it.
Over the weekend Curts parents made me green chilli { my favorite, Rick does it soo good} and we spent the afternoon there with the family.

Slacking=

Sorry, I wish I was good like Whit with her blog. So much has gone on that im going to try to update on each month...

I have had a rough month.. not as in bad rough, just hard. Ian is toothing.. yes you heard right TOOTHING at 2 1/2 months I told Curt I thought Ian was cranky and grabbing his gums a little different. Nobody beleived me really but, two weeks later it was official. You can see them coming now, I just hope they come fast my sweet, calm boy is going crazy as are his parents. :) He is so handsome cant wait to see his pearly whites.

Unconditional=

I havent posted anything for a while, but between Ian and all the house stuff I hardly have time to sit more than five minutes at a time... Ian is getting so fun each day he does something new.. he is so alert and he sure is mommas boy and a mini me! I see alot of me in him and my baby pictures are alot alike. Ian is so sweet he puts a smile on my face everyday. I am one of those moms that has the camera on all day taking pictures lol but i have gotten alot of good smiles and cute memories... Ian has made me the happiest little momma

Date Nite=

Saturday Night was our date nite, it was great to talk {most the nigth we did talk about our handsome, sweet little baby} we definetly needed some time to spend together.. we went to dinner with Ian since I just was having such a ahrd time taking him to Grandma's house. Then we headed up to Dryfork, it was the fastest ride up there i have ever had {lol} We were up there i fed Ian, changed his diaper and Curtis said the words... well are ya ready i just put on my heels {which i was a pro at, i would wear heels even at bonfires, camping whatever, after 9 months not so easy lol} anywho His parents kept looking at me waiting for me to say nevermind I think when they said "Have fun" It suddenly hit me. I just got in the truck and Curt kept holding my hand lol t was a very silent ride by both of us. Well we went for a shake and came home to get all the stuff to go to the drive in... it was good we talked about the last three years together... and It was great.. I am so happy i married my best friend, a great dad, and a great husband! Needless to say we had fallen asleep not even an hour into the movie so we decided to come home we just talked in bed and passed out lol... I kept waking up looking at my monitor and remembered Ian was at Grandmas..

Mixed feelings

Ive been falling asleep through the alarm to get Curtis up for work a few times now, im pretty tired lol but i know its the joys that come with Ian.. Its not even him its just busy work and house work and Curtis time and all that.. so he decided to take me on a date tonight... Way excited since i havent really been able to go to bed with him since Ian was born its always something and by the time i get to go he is sound asleep :) He is goign to Grandma and Papas house but im not sure i will be able to handle it thank goodness this wont happen very often cause im already missing him and he is on my lap I love my TWO men

Our new arrival

Ian Robert
May 27 5:28 am 6 lbs 15,9 oz 20.75 in

THE day is here!

Tomorrow we get induced at 7 am! I hope we can sleep tonight im already tired from all the cleaning I did today lol! ill keep you guys posted!

Tick Tock

Next Thursday CANT come fast enough, we will finally meet our baby boy! im going insane LITERALLY looking at the clock every hour :)
"Dear Ian: Your dad and I have everything ready for you we cant wait to hold you and bring you home! we already love you so much!"

Momma to be!

With My Love at the Jazz Game

Although we dont have Ian quite yet, Curtis was very nice and celebrated me as a Mom. He says im already Ians mom and he is right lol I am taking cares and precautions for our little boy to be here good and healthy! :) We went to the Jazz v. Lakers game [at first I wasnt so happy that I had to go out of town as a full term prego] but he was so excited of his ideas that we did go and it was very fun. I was being a little cautious, since I didnt want Ian to deliver there or out of town lol... I got some cute mommy picture frames and albums and stuff for when Ian gets here.

Weekends=

I cannot express HOW much I love weekends, specially with the nice weather and my hubby. We have been spending time with Curtis twin and his wife alot and of course CAMERON :) he is such a cutie. He got a puppy for his 5 month birthday they seriously love eachother.

Anxious..=

10 things I cant wait for: (not in order but in order that they probably will happen lol)

* To get Our fence in two weeks tops :)
* Curtis to get that promotion
* Shampoo my carpets
* (Hopefully) to have a crazy labor lol and have to go "right now!"
* To hold Ian
* Turn 21 with my hubby and son
* To go to Myrtle beach with the family
* To see my Dad and Sister with Ian
* For Curtis to be 22 :O
* ENJOY SUMMER! :)

Packing =

Well Ians diaper bag is ready to go :) It has been so hard to pick an outfit lol (I packed three) I still need to pack My bag, I keep going in his room it smells so good and its so organized and ready to go that I have finally hit my point im going insane waiting, I've started to be alot more active, by my next appointment when I get checked to see how ready I am I want to be pretty darn close :)

I can't wait to hold Ian, and let alone see Curtis holding Ian.. it has been SOO good that we were lucky and got Cameron - our nephew- before we became parents, he has got practice :)

Cameron and Ian will be best friends im sure of it, they already recognize eachother Ian gets even more wild when im holding Cameron or talking to him.

Quite the personality=

Well like I have told you before nurses and doctor think Ian already has quite the personality (stubborn and spoiled and very hyper) lol Thanks?! Yesterday we had an appointment he is finally decided to gain some weight so hopefully he keeps it up this last few weeks and gains some but either way he will definetly make or pass the 5lbs :) woohoo

In Love=

Where to start... Curtis and I have been through so much together, it feels like we have dated for EVER. Sure am happy we will be together forever, I cant describe what we have, its great! =]

Tick Tock=%

Each day I just look at the clock like no other.. waiting to get off then waiting for Curtis to get home :) and of course the big wait for both of us for Ian to arrive :)

Lucky Girl=

We were watching 16 and Pregnant last night, I know the kids are really immautre and not ready to be parents. The girl had twin girls and she was saying how bad she hates her life.. Just turned around and said I love my life Curtis! Its true Xbox and all included.

{Curt called me yesterday from work laughing so hard I could barely hear him all he said was remind me to tell you about Francis Xbox intervention...} Okay?!

Well a guy he works with appraently played soo much that she literally MADE him go to counseling.. once Curtis got done telling me the story I was SO thankful he really doesnt play that much I guess and now that we are getting ready for Ian and he has this new job schedule he hardly plays.

I look forward every day for it to be 6:15 when my hubby gets home, we have so much fun together, he is my best friend, my other half, and our sons dad :)

Easter Weekend=

I absolutely love weekends now, quality time with Curt is harder with this job since he gets home later and we are so busy getting everything ready then we get an hour before we pass out at 9 lol. So by the time thursday night comes around I am THE happiest wife alive lol I get all the time I want with him. I am so glad he still LOVES his job.

Friday he took me out to dinner and we went back home and just hungout, Saturday we had a lazy morning and then went to lunch with Craig and Ashley and later that night to the fights. We had alot of fun... We all missed Cameron he went to Papa and Grandmas house!

Sunday we watched movies all morning till it was time to go to his parents for lunch/dinner. We had gone to bed so late the night before that we barely made it up there very long. Curtis had Cameron and he was about to take a nap with him so we headed back down. Once again got ready for his work week and watched the Ugly Truth and went night night lol.

6-8 more weeks till Ian is here!

Thankful!

Curtis, Ian and I are very lucky to have the family and friends we do the baby shower was a success1 :) THANK YOU EVERYONE {pictures to come later}

As of next Thursday we will have 8 - 10 weeks left for Ian to be here. It honestly has gone by fast, It feels like we just found out. I'm getting so impatient, thank goodness I get to see my parents this weekend and baby shower the next weekend. April will be an exciting month for Curtis, Me, and our pupps. We will finally get our YARD fenced and finished with all our plans.

Home Sweet Home=

Today it was our first day waking up at 5 in the AM yes, I havent been up that early, in I dont even know how long. Once Curtis gets up, I cannot sleep so I figured I'll keep making him breakfast and pack his lunch before I get ready. He looked so handsome walking out the door with his lunch box and coffe mug, all shaved and ready to roll. I know he will do great, It just sucks im not used to this whole no talking, being far, no lunches situation lol, but I will manage I do get a ritual Hubby date lunch every friday and once im done working ill have an extra day with him. Just wanted to say I cant wait to see him and hear ALL about his day!

Proud=

I am so proud of my hubby! he got a very good job and starts tomorrow :) Definetly wont get hot lunch dates now, but its alright im happy that he is so happy!

longer wait=

Well Ian wasn't moving very much for Shawna, except when she tried to get him to move he was mad lol. We are going back on the 25 of this month so we'll see him bigger and hopefully he is better for mom and dad. Curtis did get a good shot of his jewels as he likes to call them and we got one of his face puckering up and crying. :) Curtis and I wont have a very big baby { which I was surprised } but we sure cant wait for him to get here healthy and handsome :)

mommy & daddy son date=

This coming Tuesday we are going at 9 in the a.m. to see Ian in 4d. We are very excited since the nurse said we will get a very good idea of what Ian will look like and the best pictures are seen at this time. Who will he look like most? Honestly nobody seems to really know Miquel thinks he will look like daddy with my complexion. Any guesses? I'm dying to have an idea, im sure the wait for our first real life date will be even worse after that :)

Our Photo Shoot preview

A year later=

Curtis and Fella Valentines 2009

" Last year I made the best decision of my life, ask you to marry me! I love you! Happy Valentines Day!"

This made my eyes full of tears today, It'll be a year since Curtis proposed and I said yes :)
I love this man more than you know, so happy with our life and marriage cant wait for our son to be here!

Congratulations Craig & Ashley =

My brother in law and now officially sister in law got married yesterday February 3, 2010 at 2: 30 p.m.
They asked us to be their witnesses and we were very happy to say yes.
Congratulations Cameron your parents did it ;)!

Daddy=

Last night Curt and I went to the movies with Colton&Whitney we got back and Ian was moving like crazy. {Curtis has only been able to feel him once barely and it was so funny we let the dogs out and sat there in silence so he could feel it HaHa}

Well last night I told him he should feel him, Ian has been moving harder now. Right as Curt put his hand he moved once and then just stopped. Curt's face was so dissapointed all I had to say was well maybe try talking to him...

needless to say Curt said " Whats going on dude" OH MY GOODNESS did he move. It was soo strong that my belly like poked where he hit me lol.

It was great to see Curts face he was soo happy he just hugged me!

Beginning=

Well my baby bump is growing { although people say oh you are so small you dont even show } well I feel different my skin hurts my belly is growing by the day { my tattoo isn't even in the original spot } he is so low that I have pressure really low. I am 18 weeks away almost and im soo anxious we cant wait for Ian to be here! This weekend we are painting the wall in his room and putting up the stuff i ordered. Ill post pictures when im done :)

CONGRATULATIONS Chase, Miquel and Atti:

Cougan is finally here :) I'm so excited for his parents and big sis. He is an adorable little man!

Growing fast =)

I'm getting anxious for him to be here, I can't wait :)

We have our first vacation planned with Ian on July 24 he will be young but Curtis grandparents, aunts and uncles, and parents are going to Myrtle Beach. Curt thinks we should go because we don't know when Grandpa & Grandma Dubay will get to see Ian next. My parents might also end up going so it will be a big get together im pretty excited, it will be nice to have a trip even though im still waiting on our dream honey moon in Italy but since we got pregnant before we could go, we have put it off for the 5 year anniversary since Ian will be a little bigger. I just hope I get to relax also and not have to sit in the room alone because I don't want Ian to be in the sun and all all day

January 2010

I am looking forward to many things :

1. Enjoying time with my husband
2. My belly getting bigger { yes I am enjoying it, and even when im miserable i'll love it}
3. Getting the wall in Ian's room painted,
His gorgeous basinet to get here,
& his bedding and wall decor to get done {Thanks Morgan for your help}\
4. Getting my Moms bday quilt done and her loving it!
5.Buying {girly} things for my niece Arabellah Rose

Our boy

Ian had his ultrasound yesterday and everything looks great he is a healthy boy.

Internet down

It's amazing what gets done when the internet is down! Curtis and I got the crib put together and the elliptical done too :) Now I can't wait to get the bedding set bought and the wall painted, Im working on a wall project for Ian's room its going to be soo cute.